It is not your job to ensure anybody receives the love that you bring or that you want them to know that they be. In fact, it is every bit your job to stay out of their business. Your attention to what they are doing or allowing takes focus of your spinning vortex of power that you have crafted deliberate alignment with. Like a vase collapses as it spins in the potters hands on his pottery wheel if he is not attentive, or distracts himself from his felt out flow of passion. You cannot create for another. Tho it looks like you can sometimes with your trophies and compassion that is not mechanically what is going on. You're influencing them to allow something that they were formerly not. You were distracting them and convincing them of the flow. And once they wipe the tears and pick themselves up, then you are useless, save for co-creating with them in a high energy capacity. This is why people "use" people. And it's all well intended. Tho thru ignorance to the love we all are and are reaching for resonance with, under certain conditions, you condemn another for their quest for relief. And many times it is the one reaching who condemns themselves. And so goes a vicious cycle of reaching for relief and condemning what has been reached for. Leave them alone. Leave yourself alone. Find what you need to find to put you in the clear, like you would get a second job to pay for a trip or vehicle, and accept it as a means to sooth yourself, not to the end. For when you are soothed, then and only then, look inside and with those clear eyes you will begin to see what is held and growing within you. It is from this place of stillness that matters not how you arrived that you will be controllably and deliberately able to generate what you had been using other things and ones for. Which is Love. Find it how you can. Feel it where you found it. And begin to self generate it. This is what Personal Power is. There is no manipulation of the outside. There is only realization of the inside-out. This is your eternal quest. And very simply you now have the words to make it your practice. Have fun in your attempts, of which none are futile. All are rides. And when you find your balance, and maintain the flow amongst conditions, the ride will own you to the point of no return. There is, after all, no going back. And there is great love here for you.
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