As I approach "colleagues" or people who would be considered same-field --be they actors, agents, coaches, teachers, healers, clairvoyants or writers, they almost are always left speechless or have nothing leading edge to say back to me --it's as if they just want to throw around the amount of books they've read and classes they've taken and people they've worked with and beings they talk to and places they've traveled and experiences they've had and things they've heard - all without being anywhere near a substantial storytelling of how things really are or work at all. They instead start with the flawed premise that they must prove their worth thru effort and acquisition. Boring. Bor-FUCK-ing. Not that I seek accolades from those who understand me not or anything,, I'm actually and sincerely interested in working with THOSE people : ) cause y'all are the leaders of the light,, but you're just sparking it, maybe even getting the odd large flame ignition but I know you want to be an inferno of the infinite... so as I look with my clairvoyant eye, seeing their vibration --which never lies ; ) which people are creeped out by, only because they feel they need to hoard secrets and knowledge to sustain their apparent tip top static place they've worked so futilely hard for.. and ya, yes, I have that fucking ability and you all have it too,, (love you very much...but..) for fuck sakes [facepalm],,, so as I look at them in this way the common trend seems to be that not many people know who they really are, I'm talking at core here (Answer: You are an extension of Source Energy, a fragment of the All That Isness Consciousness of ALL That IS projecting itself into a game for freedom growth and joy, and if that's a BIG deal --DEAL WITH IT.). You know what I mean here,, I'm talking about those daunting questions regarding self, others, the world, the Universe, that we all run to teachers and scholars and books and religions and techniques and charts and statistics and astrology and history and psychics and mommy and daddy and government and ET's for,,, as if They have a better answer than that piece of Source within you does --oh that's right tho, you've got yourself spinning so much from pleasing the world and others around you and proving your worth thru your efforts to aquire the proof of said worth that you forgot you even had that connection.. effortlessly,, thru your ability to focus your mind, that you hardly ever calm your mind, tame your mind, into that clarity to be in a position to hear what that Source part of you is even saying.. so it's expected. And it's okay, you're still adored. Source, and I, still really really really love you. There is nothing right or wrong in this Universe friends, it's just choices. Some feel good and some feel bad. What's your favorite? But things are changing, as always. So get hold of who you are now and allow the understanding of things from a broader perspective to bleed into your now-view. Never your mind with the deeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttttttaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllssssssssssssssssssss and fffaaaiirrrryyyyttaaaaallllleeeeeessssssssss and all the other bullshit stories about who what where how why and when we got here..... If not it's going to suck, and get worse. There are too many moving parts guys, really. Give up the quest for that which is separate of who you are. Stop trying to quantify the bigness of the Allness and stick your personal flag into the surface of the golden age--grow the fuck up and open your mind to seeing things from a higher vantage point. That's what you really want. Way up hill battle otherwise, but alas --I encourage you to do as you wish, to do go and be what you find to be most pleasing for you. Resistance to natural self will indeed get the best of you ; ) .. (love you very much...but) ...Stop perpetuating and regurgitating someone else's version of truth for fear of not knowing some yourself (it's okay to not Know you know .. do you know how hard it is to focus yourself into that place of not knowing who you Are in the first place?! Verwy verwy hard! Was a lot of work to get you into the pieces you're in right now --and it was for fun). And, the best part is that you incidentally beat up on yourself for why the thing you fight for to hold as your truth doesn't even feel good to you,, ~gulp..... how the fuck do you think the others whom got that oh so subjective truth got it anyway? It's just their translation of a vibrational energy that they've summoned and cleared their mind enough to interpret,, and even then .... no translation is perfect people. Do you think you're exempt? Most of you tremble around me because of my 'intensity', my clarity, my un-conditional loving of you for who you ARE (which you can hardly accept for and from yourself, let alone another) and my *practiced* ability to allow my inner Source to speak to me and thru me --no flawed fucking premises round here friends, mostly anyway. I fucking love you all so damn much. But I will not support you in goosing up another fairytale concoction or philosophy about purpose or who we are that isn't in alignment with the whole of you, me. I have eyes to see and ears to hear, I've trained them well. I've opened my heart and cleared resistance from my mind and I can see there's going to be a time soon when I'm going to tell you bitches to hit the highway (and not blog about it like this) as you knock on my door in fear. Because I know you cannot wear any mask forever. So take it off already. Just for a little while, then you can even put a new one on if you like,, cause I can already see what you look like silly, I have that ability to focus, as you all do. The world isn't broken and it doesn't need your healing power, it needs your fucking acceptance of it's now condition and awesomeness and it needs your unadulterated, pure, triple distilled, unconditional, Love. Now re-read that last bit and re-place the words 'the world' and 'it' with 'You'. Stop the charades, the facade, the mimicry --the diluted mockery of Who You Really Are. It's boring... Source wants out(and in, and up and down). Source wants fuller expression, Source wants partnership with you as you navigate your way thru this epic and steady platform reality we call the here and now. Source wants to be with you consciously on your part for your exploration of this wonder-filled adventure! Source loves you and I love you like Source, so I'll let you play the game as you wish as you too are Source. But the jig is up. Just wait. You'll feel it. If not already. Unconditionally and in Epic Proportion, My Love.
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